He’s our son. I love him enough to give up my own life for him. If I could transplant my heart into his own chest, I would. God knows I’ve tried to figure out a way to do that and have wondered aloud to the Lord if it would even help. Maybe my own heart is in need of a transplant as well.
It is as if his heart is charred, blackened, smoldering, a darkened shadow of what it once was, dying a slow spiritual death. I wonder does God ever do a spiritual transplant of one’s heart?
The Lord declares … “Moreover, I will give you a new heart and put a spirit within you, and I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a heart of flesh. I will put My Spirit within you and cause you to walk in My statutes, and you will be careful to observe My ordinances.” (Ezekiel 36:26-27)
I’ve not experienced walking alongside someone who has had their heart physically transplanted, but I have stood at the bedside of a child who only hours before had their chest opened and heart stopped while a surgeon and his skilled team work to reroute, rewire, and restart a physically defective heart. It is scary. It is physically debilitating. It is messed up. It is broken. And often necessary for life to continue.
So I ask myself again, Lord can’t you transplant our son’s spiritually defective heart? Why don’t You act, O Lord? Why don’t You reach in and stop his heart and FIX it? Then, You, O Lord, can restart it restored and returned to the way it once was, to the way You always intended it to be. I KNOW You can, O Lord. And I continue to ask this and pray a prayer something like this over and over, but all I hear is silence and the beating of my own heart.
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